Guilty?

I think I was about 16 years old. I had made so many mistakes, fallen so far from God’s plan for my life and tucked my head under the covers of discouragement and despair.

I have no idea how I got to that church pew that day, I cannot remember what spark allowed my heart to finally open or why God used that moment for repentance, but the feelings of peace, forgiveness, mercy, grace, acceptance and a truly fresh start; those I will never forget.

If you’ve ever experienced repentance, you know exactly what I’m taking about. If you haven’t, I’ll make a feeble attempt to explain…

We all fall short of the glory of God. We all sin. We all make mistakes. We all hurt others and ourselves. There comes a time when our soul is just fed up with it. Our spirit sees a glimpse of what life could be if we were to fully surrender our filth to God, accept his forgiveness and start again. If that glimpse is enough to pull us in, God can use those feelings of guilt or even shame to show us how deep and how wide his love really is. He can remove a heart of stone and replace it with a heart of flesh beating for him.

I am and will be forever grateful for the many moments of repentance in my life. In his perfect timing, I hope and pray God will spark them in your life as well.

Scripture References

“for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,”

‭‭Romans‬ ‭3:23‬ ‭NIV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/111/rom.3.23.niv

“may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ,”

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭3:18‬ ‭NIV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/111/eph.3.18.niv

“I will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh.”

‭‭Ezekiel‬ ‭11:19‬ ‭NIV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/111/ezk.11.19.niv

“Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.”

‭‭Lamentations‬ ‭3:22-23‬ ‭NIV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/111/lam.3.22-23.niv

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I want to help people. I'm here, I'm listening and I hope I can make a difference. I am eternally grateful for the people in my life who have always been willing to listen, pray for me and give guidance. I hope to pay it forward.

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